Let me take you back 24 years in time to the black of a moonless night when the damp cold would sneak through your clothes and bite through flesh right to the bone. It was January 20, but unusually frigid for the moderate climate of that region.
It was the night I was being murdered.
Imagined if you can, a thirty-year old woman clad in a thread-bare nightgown and wearing thin socks instead of slippers. The man in her life had already pushed her down, shoved her hard against walls, and nearly knocked her down a flight of basement stairs. She kept backing away, and backing away until she was in the bathroom, which had a broken door lock. There was no other place to run, to hide, or escape.
He charged in after her and she found there was no place to go but up. She climbed onto the toilet seat - with her feet slipping first off one side of the rim, then the other, while hands gripped her neck and throat. She would have fallen off the commode were it not for those choking hands gluing her head to the wall.
When breathing was no longer possible and words could not be spoken - words that tried to calm the insane rage leveled at her - suddenly a warm, tingly sensation flooded over her, inside her, through her.
The shear terror of witnessing his bright blue eyes change to bloodshot and green in color, full cheeks becoming sunken and taut, and smooth lips becoming cracked and filled with white froth, gave way in an instant to sublime peace. All her fear was completely gone! The distorted face of evil rage had lost its power to frighten. All terror was lifted.
In but a moment of time, that woman - me - experienced a knowingness that no matter how hard he might try to kill me, I would not, could not, die. The flood of energy, which began as a soothing warmth at the top of my head, coursed through my entire body and seemed to pour out of me. My attacker simple stopped, and walked away. (Some time later when I asked why he didn't kill me, he said, "I meant to. I was going to. I don't know why I didn't.") I do. I know why.
My fear was totally absent. His anger had nothing to fight against. There was no resistance.
Now how does this event connect to the Riddle of Life? Herein lies my epiphany. It is my belief that I felt the Eternal Essence of life, and that the glory of Universal energy does not surround us - it permeates us. All the infinite power and love and healing of that energy is ours for the taking. But there is a catch.
This is where "Know Thyself" plays a key role. I attracted this horrible experience because I had deeply rooted low self-worth and felt like a victim in life. By the way, I have long since forgiven that man, and I have forgiven the 'victim' in myself. I let her go.
To solve the riddle of your own life so you can truly enable the Laws of Attraction and Quantum Resonance (which simply means like energy resonates with like energy and draws it in), you must get to know those dark, negative feelings and beliefs that lurk beneath your surface identity. You must clear them! You must release them and let them go. Only then, is your riddle solved.
Are you thinking, "Well, that's a lot easier said than done."? I'm here to tell you that you can access phenomenal resources to help you accomplish the clearing of any dark clutter inside you - and that you really can feel an amazing sense of peace and freedom! It is then that you can create a new, abundant and fulfilling life for yourself. Your dreams and desires will find their wings, and your life purpose and vision will have lasting clarity.
As a large part of my purpose, I sincerely want to help you. That is why I call myself a Personal Life and Soul Coach. Please visit my website and look around, sign up for a free coaching consultation (I have extreme specials on right now!), or write me to ask about specific programs and tools that would be most helpful to you at this stage in your life.
Here's to your PowerLife!
Copyright © 2007 Sylvia MacKenzie. All Rights Reserved.
Sylvia MacKenzie, formerly a Management Consultant specializing in marketing and promotional campaigns and investor relations campaigns, now finds deep satisfaction and fulfillment in her career as Personal Life Coach. Drawing upon more than 25 years of experience at teaching communications skills, coaching and mentoring youth and adults, she is currently developing personal growth resources and focuses on individual life transitions.
You can learn more about Sylvia at this link: http://www.powerlife-solutions.com/about.html PowerLife! Solutions for Change is currently undergoing a revamp - but you'll still find excellent resources and tools for self-improvement, including how to put low self-worth behind you FOREVER!
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